The world is over

 　　Shen Xun gently hugged her from behind. The breath was as soft as moonlight, she thought. Only flawed love can be considered real.

　　

　　After 00

　　, Chen Man's hair grew a lot. It draped around his waist. The loose long T-shirt was replaced by a deep V skirt.

　　She also learned to wear delicate makeup and walk in an open and high-end office building. Looking down from the office building on the 36th floor, I just feel that loving someone like that is a matter of my past life.

　　New friends asked her why she wasn't in love, and she always smiled and said, "Wait until Forbes makes the list."

　　She had a good or bad life in those years. Dive into work head-first, but use talent and health in exchange for rich rewards. It's just that I occasionally encounter rainstorms, and I will still be dragged into memories for a second. Many nights with a splitting headache, she would go back to the dilapidated and cramped rental house in a trance.

　　A tall, thin and straight boy walked to the bed with two western breakfasts. His fried poached eggs are always just right golden. The way he smiles, even in the rainy weather, warms people's hearts.

　　01In

　　the third year of cohabitation, Chen Man felt a little tired.

　　Just last night, Shen Xun damaged one of her clothes. The originally soft and thin cashmere cardigan was thrown into the washing machine by mistake and turned into a large amount of old pickles overnight.

　　It's such a small thing, and the quarrel between you and me continued until midnight. Chen Man turned out a lot of old accounts, and Shen Xun would only add fuel to the fire with a perfunctory attitude. In the end, Shen Xun went back to the room to play games, leaving Chen Man to sit in the living room alone, not remembering the first time the word "breakup" popped into his mind.

　　A small rental house with only one bedroom and living room. That is to say, if she wants to fight Shen Xun coldly, she can only sleep on the sofa. But the sofa was too hard, and she slept too badly, so she was somewhat unwilling to aggrieve herself in order to get angry.

　　She sat cross-legged for about an hour, and there was a slight snoring in the room. Suddenly it was like making up my mind. She packed up simple clothes, dragged a small suitcase, and deliberately closed the door like a thunderbolt.

　　The moment the elevator closed, she hesitated. After all, the drama of running away from home is not suitable for the age of twenties. She pressed the screen of her mobile phone, and there were no calls or text messages. Until she walked out of the residential building, passed the road, and came to the express hotel not far from home. The phone was dead, as quiet as iron.

　　She opened a single room, and it was already 3 midnight when she came out of the shower. She was sure that the sound of the door closing was enough to wake Shen Xun, and he deliberately pretended not to hear. Or, he was pissed and unwilling to persuade him. "That's it." Chen Man threw himself into the large double bed, closed his eyes, and the tears fell silently. His body shivered from the wind blowing outside the window.

　　02Waking

　　up at 6 am, Chen Man did not forget to put on a pair of eye masks to reduce swelling.

　　The phone still didn't move. She shook her head and began to paint her eyeliner and eyebrows with a brush. After half an hour, we arrived at the company. Greeting colleagues with enthusiasm. The little girl at the front desk praised her for her good looks and asked about the shade of the blush. No one knew that a few hours ago, she cried so sadly.

　　The tedious work took up most of his energy, and until his colleagues helped bring the meal, Chen Man subconsciously glanced at his phone. The news of Shen Xun came out. A second before unlocking, Chen Man was still guessing whether he would apologize or continue to be tough.

　　The result is neither. Shen Xun sent a chat record. The landlord said the rent was going to be raised. If not accepted, they need to move out within 7 days.

　　Chen Man was a little sullen, hesitating in his words, trying to take the opportunity to test Shen Xun's mind. But before her news could be sent out, Shen Xun said, I'll pick you up after get off work.

　　Strangely, just these simple six words made Chen Man feel a lot more relaxed. I ate most of the lunch box I usually throw away after eating only two bites today. At 3 pm, she also received coffee from Shen Xun. piping hot caramel macchiato, half sugar. She didn't know why, but a hard corner of her heart slowly melted a little last night.

　　After get off work, I saw Shen Xun waiting at the intersection early. Holding a bouquet of white roses, he waved to her from a distance. A smile appeared on his face, and under the afterglow of the sunset, it reminded people of the MV of a certain love song. He said softly don't be angry, I'll invite you to eat crayfish today.

　　Most of the resentment in my heart disappeared in an instant, but I couldn't help complaining about the grievances of last night. Holding hands, they went to the hotel to retrieve their luggage, recalling their first trip on the way. Because she forgot to bring makeup remover, she dragged him to find every street in the ancient town in the middle of the night.

　　Later, he had the cheek to borrow half a bottle from the couple next door. He took it back and said proudly that the other party praised him as a good boyfriend. Chen Man jumped on his back with a smile, and praised him fiercely.

　　Shen Xun pushed the luggage with his left hand and held her with his right hand. Even ordinary streets could inexplicably sway with the joy of elopement. Chen Man said, I forgive you. Shen Xun said, don't leave without saying a word, it hurts feelings. Chen Man frowned and wanted to ask him why he didn't chase him out at the time, but he thought about it. After all, the crayfish is delicious enough, and the tender and juicy shrimp meat has filled her stomach.

　　Before going to sleep, Shen Xun gently hugged her from behind. The breath was as soft as moonlight, she thought. Only flawed love can be considered real.

　　 03

　　No one expected that the landlord would go back on it. Even if they agreed to increase the rent, the landlord still said strongly and decided to sell it. Give them 5 days to move out.

　　Chen Man was very dissatisfied with the landlord's breach of contract, and quarreled back and forth many times, without any good results. On the contrary, Shen Xun had already looked for a house, but he was not satisfied. Chen Man has high requirements for the living environment. Although it does not need to be large, it must have very good lighting. She likes to stay in bed until the sun fills the whole bed. I like to keep all kinds of flowers and plants on the balcony of the living room, so that even if I don’t go out on weekends, I can relax my eyes.

　　In addition, she is also very concerned about the decoration of the bathroom, and can't stand old water heaters and non-smart toilets.

　　So in just a few days of looking for a house and preparing to move, they broke out in the most frequent and heated argument in three years. Shen Xun persuaded her to lower the conditions and find a random room as a transition. However, Chen Man insisted not to lower the standard. After all, moving is exhausting enough, and she didn't want to replace it back and forth.

　　But the ones Shen found were not to her liking. All kinds of good things have been said to the landlord. After finally delaying the moving date, Chen Man has been picky, so that the moving process cannot be advanced.

　　On a weekend when everyone was holding back their emotions, Chen Man finally got angry with a plate of duck collarbone. She accused Shen Xun of being too selfish, knowing that she didn't like to eat collarbones, so she only bought this kind of braised vegetables. Shen Xun was also wronged, explaining that this was a gift given in full.

　　Chen Man said, but there are other options, and it is not because you like to eat that you will readily agree.

　　Three or two sentences, it is natural to get involved in finding a house. Shen Xun didn't know how long he held it, and suddenly said: In fact, the company had reserved a staff apartment for him, but it was because of Chen Man that he didn't move in for a long time. Now in this situation, he can obviously go to the company to transition first, but because of Chen Man, he will be desperate to find a house.

　　Chen Man got even more angry when he heard this, put down his chopsticks and said, just live separately. You go to your staff room, I will pick the one I like. Chen Xun said, yes. He went back to his room with a can of beer. Soon came the sound of the battle of the mobile game.

　　Those desperate thoughts popped up again in my mind. However, compared to the last time, the last time, the last time, Chen Man felt that he was much calmer. She cleared the table, wiped the floor, and calmly packed her clothes and other personal items.

　　During the whole process, Shen Xun didn't say a word. Chen Man packed up until the early morning and barely slept on the sofa all night. The next day Shen Xun went to work, she took leave, called a moving company, and it was done before 3 pm. Although you need to share a room with strangers, at least there is plenty of sunshine. And the roommate is also a girl who loves to grow flowers and plants. Seeing that she brought a bunch of flowers and plants, she was so happy to invite her to drink Coke.

　　The moment when you really pack up and lie on the bed. Only Chen Man has some real sense that they have been separated. There were no tears, she just felt tired. Soon fell asleep. The next day she woke up on time, and her roommate bought her breakfast. Although it was not to her taste, she happily ate it.

　　After the move, she rarely posted three or four times in the circle of friends. Every time, Shen Xun likes it in time. In the past, Chen Man could sensitively feel that this was a hint that he wanted to ask for peace. But now, she has opened the dialog box countless times, only to find it a little embarrassing to say anything.

　　Until one night three months later, Shen Man could not find his spare mouse. Between placing an order online and asking Shen Xun, she hesitated for a long time, but chose the latter. The moment the call was connected, she became nervous. The other party was very refreshing and promised to send her a trip. But she stood in front of the mirror and changed three sets of one, but she still didn't know what to wear to go downstairs.

　　This is the first time they have met since their separation. He was wearing sportswear and said he was just out for a run. Wearing her new long-sleeved pajamas, she smiled and said thank you. He didn't say that he was going, and she didn't turn around and go upstairs immediately. He asked her if the roommates got along well, and she said, I heard that you were promoted, congratulations.

　　The heart will still hurt, but she has learned to ignore it. When saying goodbye, she said thank you. He shook his hand and said, go up, don't catch a cold.

　　She didn't even watch his back, she just wanted to cry suddenly.

　　04

　　After being separated for more than a year, they have the only time to meet. Chen Man worked overtime until late at night and couldn't get a taxi when he came out of the company. When he passed an empty alley, he heard footsteps suddenly behind him.

　　She was so frightened that she didn't even dare to look back. I dialed his phone subconsciously and said something inexplicable: Honey, I'm almost there, come and pick me up.

　　The other asked her what was wrong. She said, if you want to eat barbecue, we will go together later.

　　Shen Xun understood immediately, he said if you are in danger, don't hang up, send a location on WeChat, I will find you now. Calm down and don't panic. Go to crowded places.

　　Chen Man said ok in a brisk tone, and then deliberately asked, where are you from, I didn't see you.

　　Chen Man's tears didn't flow until the figure behind him disappeared. She found a barbecue stall and sat down, and sent a message to tell Shen Xun that it was all right, so that he didn't have to run. As a result, just after the news was sent, a panting boy had appeared in front of her.

　　He said, are you alright. She shook her head with tears in her eyes. The boss handed over the menu at the right time, they ordered each other's favorite food, and opened two cans of beer for the first time.

　　For a moment, the breeze blew, and the air had the scent of flowers and plants unique to summer. Chen Man feels as if he has returned to the past, those happy times of cohabitation. But the next second, Shen Xun's cell phone rang, and the note was a girl's nickname. Shen Xun said without any cover, he will go back soon, what do you want to eat, I will pack a serving for you.

　　Chen Man said, your girlfriend urges you, you go first, I'm fine anyway. Chen Xun also nodded, bought the order, and waved goodbye.

　　Shortly after he left, the sky began to rain. The boss said to help her bring the food to the store to eat, but Chen Man said there was no need. She looked at the rain-soaked skewers and thought this was the end of all stories.

　　The world is so bright, she should look forward bravely.